Things like sharing my thoughts in Dreams of Mirrors, Twitting TraXX, writing to Chedet and Facebooking are rather useless. If the purpose is to justify my sanity, then I think the result leads to an adverse effect.
Even External Affairs are of no use. Things like dwelling in local politics and religious matters are not taking me anywhere.
I just focus on things that matters, which is Personal Excellence. Therefore this blog is my thought repository so that I can reflect on being excellent.
In a way it is an indulgence. I am doing this purely for personal satisfaction. Nobody to impress.
This is the way of the Hedonist Hermit. I don't need a reason to write here. I just write because I am a writer. I don't need judgement from others to motivate me to act. I act because I am a servomechanism. I am naturally a goal driven person.
I want to experience the feeling of free from being free. No social constraint imposed on me. Whatever standard is self-imposed. I am the judge and I am the juror of the rightness of my direction.
I know where I am going:
- Fresh air
- Be thin
- Be fast
I can achieve these goals by focusing in Personal Excellence. My time should be spent on bettering my execution.
No External Affair...
Here I can repeat the same thoughts as many times as I like until they are ingrained in my cerebellum. I intend to keep repeating the mantra towards Virtual Perfection:
- No smoking
- Weighing 57 kg
- Running 10 km/hour
I will not get bored repeating these key markers. I will keep doing it until I can commit to their attainment.
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