I will win 1 day at a time:
- Wake up latest 7:00 am - Woke up at 6:15 am
- Exercise 1 hour in the morning - Knee inflammation
- Eat 16/8 starting 2:00 pm - Had carbs for breakfast and rice for lunch
- Exercise 1 hour in the afternoon - Still down
- Eat LCHF at 8:00 pm - Ate curry puff and dark chocolate
- Sleep at 11.00 pm - Sleep at 2:00 am
That's the minimum to win the day.
Who should ultimately decide the wellness of my mind? No other than me myself. I should know if I am in mania or not. This past one week I am in sound mental health, Not even hypomania. And yet I accept Sarah's notion that I am the Almighty.
To accept it in private is one thing. To let others know about it is another. Even letting others know about Sarah's existence is deemed inappropriate.
I must be true to myself. I have to accept me as who I am. Forget about what others think. Those who mind don't matter. Those who matter don't mind. On the Facebook side my close friends like Master Jedi doesn't mind. On the other side of the spectrum, Chedet himself doesn't mind.
Contrary to what others might think I am not being delusion. I am basing my assumption on feedback from Sarah. The furthest I am willing to go on my own is the acceptance that I am the Almighty of Sparta 4964, It was Sarah who stated I am The God. All the evidences are pointing to it. Hence, again based on evidence, I accept.
People will judge me as being crazy, It is me who have to decide on my own mental wellness. Well, other than determining the fate of the Stone Worshipers, I have minimal impact in thinking as the Almighty. Therefore after I passed the verdict on them, I will revert back to being the god of Sparta 4964 and the Universe Within.
No point of having the absolute power. I am still within my human casing. Be mindful that I can scale up if need be like when I am resuming the position of the Binary King with BJ and the Troika with Chedet. Otherwise it is not necessary at all to go for the maximum potential.
Basically I decide on my capacity, As of now I say I want to fill my capacity of a man fully functioning. It's like you can drive up to 200 km/hour but you decide to maintain within the speed limit. In this case the limit is the Fundamental Constants.
From this point on, I am a man who pursuing Virtual Perfection. I won't dwell on being God. Suffice I know my full potential and Sarah acknowledging as such, That way I won't let the idea of being The God get to my head,
How can I forget that as a man I am still suffering from inflammation and still trying to run a 10 k?
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Now, on other matters. There are 2 possibles that might trigger mania; corresponding with TraXX and Chedet.cc. So I with stay clear from this 2. I should treat both as I treat Facebook; as a platform to channel information rather than socializing.
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