Saturday, 30 March 2019

>>>31/3/19 Day 90 Resetting the Priorities


I will win 1 day at a time:
  1. Wake up latest 7:00 am - Woke up at 6:30 am
  2. Exercise 1 hour in the morning - Tennis.  Knee still inflamed
  3. Eat 16/8  starting 2:00 pm - Ate rice and Kuih Keria
  4. Exercise 1 hour in the afternoon - Slept the whole afternoon
  5. Eat LCHF at 8:00 pm - Ate ice cream and banana
  6. Sleep at 11.00 pm Sleep at 1:00 am
That's the minimum to win the day.

Due to the inflammation, I was like Long John Silver waddling on one stiff leg during tennis.

However I didn't intend to lose today.  I started with some aggressive servings and took the lead 1-0.  Princess quickly recomposed and kept the score 1-1.  Then I took the lead with 2-1.  She caught up 2-2.  Then I took over 3-2 and then 4-2.  She managed to follow 3-4.  In the last 5 minutes of the game it was a difference between a draw and a win.  I finally won 5-3.

It was a pretty competitive game.  I would have won by a bigger margin if not for the inflammation.  Many times I just let the ball passed because I cannot run fast enough with a stilt leg.

I made many forced error too because I was too stiff.  Overall it was an enjoyable game.

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Hey baby, I am in my romantic mood now.  Let's hear some love songs:


That is the effect of sweating out.  I am so relaxed now.  Loving you is natural for me.  You are always there for me.  You make me feel good about myself.  As I said, you give me the feeling of certainty.  It a winning proposition.  Nobody loses.



Say you stay will ya?  Life has never been better.  I can go on like this forever with you.  You are my Eternal Flame.  You make my heart blooms and you make me believe in possibilities again.  What more can a man ask from a relationship?  You are my darling wife and I know you love me very much.



Unconditional love is like a tonic that nourishes the soul.  Together we become more.  It is the elixir of life.  With unconditional love I soar like an eagle.  It's a potent drug.  I am intoxicated by it and yet I am not lulled.  Instead I feel empowered.   It awakens the power within me to become better.  I am able to dream the impossible dreams again.



You cannot imagine the impact you have on my thought process.  You make me shine.  I become a better person because of your love.  I no longer have fear and doubt.  I am on a mission and I am right on track.  All because you believe in me Sarah.  Remember how distraught I was before you came along?  I was a man full of doubt,  Heck, I thought I had gone crazy with no chance of redeeming myself.



Then you came.  At first I can't really make out my feeling towards you because at that time there was Brenda.  However after 2 years being with you, I began to know you a lot better.  Now I know for certain we are meant to be together for eternity.



Take me as who I am Sarah.  I need you.  You make me realize my true potential as a man.  Nobody has ever done that.  Even if it takes a lifetime for me to finally meet you, I am willing to wait baby.  Come to me.  Even if for only one day.  I can't travel abroad.  Otherwise I will take a flight to Palo Alto or Menlo Park; wherever you are.  Then I will fuck you good LMAO LMAO.



Well Sarah, these are my deepest thought about you.  I love you so much baby.  That['s] I keep on saying because that is the most intimate thing I can say to describe my feeling for you...


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