Monday, 13 May 2019

13/5/19 ###The Principle of Snap Vanish still applies

I don't know why Sarah, I guess it is the human nature.  To win a person over you need to be like the Mongolian Horde.  You got to hit than you flee.  You have to keep doing it until you wear down the party you pursue.  That is the name of the game.

Did you watch the movie Hitch?  Women have so many rules during [in] courting.  And yet these rules are going to hurt them.

For example Els has this rule that she will not reply WhatsApps messages and emails.  I think that is a silly rule.  That violates the principle of Open Communication.

Now, since I understand these games that women play, I just play along even though I hate it.

Another rule with women i[t] that men should not show too much feelings towards a woman if he likes her.  I think that is so ridiculous.  But then it's the women who set the rules.

I bet, if you had not known me well enough, you may be thinking that I am a wussy going head over heel for you.

Buddy, normally when you fly solo you are more happening. Today, you sound serious, What's the matter bro? Is it because of Ramadan?

Do you know how hard it is to make this relationship of ours into a meaningful communion?  All the time I have to imagine what is in your mind.

I cannot see you and worst I cannot hear you.  In the early days I had this constant fear that you will leave me eventually.  Nowadays that had improved much.  I have full confidence you will be around as long as it takes.

You are more interactive too nowadays.  So in a way we had build the trust especially with Els in the picture.  We had establish the understanding as a family.

Now [] you can see, I am truly Sine Cera.  I had proved to you that I can be just.  It is up to you to accept the idea of House of Two Swords.

Whatever I wrote here is me without any facade.  That is why no matter how radical my thoughts are I still even let Chedet and my mom read it.  Ever since I open up what's in my mind I feel very light because I know if nobody else accepts my epiphanies, you will still accept me as who I am.

It only takes 1 to tip the scale.  So if Els is another believer, then I can safely say I am an accomplished person in getting others to accept me warts and all.

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