The main issue is whether it matters much if people know I am God or not. Whether it makes a difference if they know I defeated Iblis and set the time bomb for KBOOOM 2041.
What if I'm wrong? What if all these are signs of mental illness? Well it cannot be that elaborated.
All those epiphanies can't be coincidences. Well maybe they are only meant for me.
What about []he alignment of my numbers?
What about the ten 10 cents coins I found in ten different occasions in 2017 (a ten)?
What about the occurrence of 7, 27, 77, 770 and 7070 in 2017 until I lost count?
What about the wild flowers that only grew only in my front yard and backyard and nowhere else in my neighborhood except outside my back fence?
What about the two giant millipedes th[e] approached me on the tennis court that died a 1 and a 6 = 7?
What about the Whisperer that came to my house that smelled like rotten carcass pleading for her life the night before I decapitated her and the smell vanished after I asked her to go home?
What about the macaque that chattered frantically with me to show me her lair?
What about the gust that burst out of the Lingam stone when I put the machete at its "neck"?
What about the orange shell turtle that I came across at Bukit Kiara after I read about the folklore that the earth reside on the back of a turtle the night before?
What about the compulsion to assemble Al Araf 7:7 as the Inti Padu of Sparta 4964 complete with the Troca Shell and the White Space representing Sidratul Mintaha?
What about the stone apple that resembles earth complete with a dot that represent Mecca as the center of the world?
What about those sketches I drew frantically in 2007 and never able to inspire myself to draw again after that?
Whar about the time I dreamed of of a star bursting?
What about the night I was visited by the angels?
What about the night I ascended to Sidratul Muntaha congregated with the angels that looked like seas of jellyfish?
What about when I [h]as hacked with a machete on my left cranium and got 7 stitches and subsequently the wound felt like electrical current from 9 volt battery tickling making me a Swiss Samurai Cyborg?
What about my inspiration to come out with these?
What about these inspirations?
What about the time I tamed 2 fierce guard dogs until I was able to pat them?
What about Iron Maiden Brave New World and A Matter of Life and Death albums?
What about Awie Rentap album?
What about Siti Nurhaliza Nirmala album?
These are the things that I can provide evidence. No[t] think about the time I had my conversations with Jibrail, Izrael, Izrafil and Iblis among the few when I manage Sparta 4964. Think of the time I talked to Mikhail on the safety of Anak2 Iblis on their journey to the Outer Rims as my couriers. Think of the time I spend 1 year sleeping in my living room training Anak2 Iblis so that they can fly like the cosmic rays.
Think about the time I planned for prison reform in Wolfsschanze wi[ll] Thor and Marshal Alex Marconi (Malik). Think about those time I was weighing the fate of the Stone Worshipers and Mr Kepala PBUH.
It's not a walk in the park Sarah. You saw it. Serious decisions had to be made for us to move forward. The 6 Steps to World of Hybrids need buy-ins.
In addition, the cascading from Alphas to Epsilons must happen.
All these don't matter to others. It doesn't matter to Chedet and it doesn't matter to those TraXX motley crew. Certainly it doesn't matter to Master Jedi, Doc Medan, Nellie, Sashi, Mejoh, Yusri, Lodi, BJ and all those who believe in me.
What count[] is whether I believe in my epiphanies. Do I believe I had defeated Iblis and set the time bomb for KBOOOM 2041?
These are my Ramadan reflection...
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Conclusion: If I cannot convince myself that I am God, how am I to convince others that God is a Collective? That we are One and we are Many? That we are within God and God is within us? That all matters are intelligent and all matters are gods?
Finally, If I cannot convince myself that I am the Ayah to All Matters, how am I to convince Chedet that he is the Vader of the Antimatter. That all these are a big Fibonacci Sequence like everything else?
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