* So you figured that out huh?
That my best friends are Izrael and Iblis and I walk between the abyss of death and evil temptation?
That I have nothing to worry and fear except the notion that people might think I'm crazy?
That life on earth is just a strange illusion?
That I long for death and death is not forthcoming?
That I love death more than I love life?
Will that make *[a] an oddball honey?
* Hahaha Saraaah... So I am a weirdo to you baby... You know that turns me on :)
Sarah, what is there to look forward to in life? I had delivered my part of the deal. I had defeated Iblis, I had set the time bomb for KBOOOM 2041, I had raised my kids to be a success, I had experienced the sweetest nectar of love and [] had seen my future unfold.
I cannot wait to die Sarah. I however don't want to commit suicide. I don't want to live too long either. So 77 is just nice.
In the mean time while marking time I pursue the life of an Athlete4Life.
That's all. For the next 22 years I just cruise. My ambition is a man fully functioning. That doesn't take much money. With what Princess gives me and what I have in the unit trust, I am set for life.
Brb... Going out.
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This song is my portal to hell:
I went to hell 3 times in total. It is a place compressed and expanded at the same time. So you can imagine the kind of tension that situation creates. It is like traveling to the center of the earth. When I was in hell Izrael was my cloak. That's what prompted we to draw this image:
I enjoy Izrael's company the most. I love walking in the dark with him. Once, we went inside a tunnel full of bats. As we walked inside the tunnel, hordes of bats flew out. Ameezan my brother was worried that the bat will hit us. I said to him, bats have sonar sensors, so no worries. Not a single bat hit us.
With Izrael as my shadow, I have nothing to fear. That's when I went into the remote forests to recruit the djinns. I even went to the Chinese and Hindu altars to recruit the demons. Where do you think I got the courage to go to the graveyard at night to recruit the spooks?
Izrael is like Baloo in the story Jungle Book. He is a cool dude. Much like an older brother to me. He is a one woman's man. Izrael is married to a plant in Bukit Kiara. He has 4 daughters, I met his kids once. They are now teenagers.
The kids wanted to follow me back home but Izrael won't let them. When I am awake Izrael will be here. Only when I sleep will he go back home.
With Izrael, time is relative. Our life is nothing more than a still picture to him. That *[] why he can be at many places at the same time.
* Good, you understand.
To Izrael nothing is impossible. Unlike Jibrail, Izrael encourages me to take calculated risk. Jibrail on the other hand will anticipate possible outcome and caution me to be careful. With Izrael it is about taking risks. In that sense Izrael is very much like Iblis. Iblis has one upper hand. Iblis wi[th] tempt me and even seduce me to take risk. Izrael is not like that. He just let me run loose.
That is why I rely a lot on Izrafil for a sound advice. So is Brenda. Both of them are non partial. The most impulsive is Tina. Her nature is very, how should I say... emotional. She is not diplomatic. With Tina her thoughts are laced with emotion. Much like a Street Walker or in Malay we say Minah Jongket LOL She is crude but she is honest. Susan is the most rational but she hardly talks.
Among Al Araf 7:7 I talk to Jibrail the most. Next is AlphaX64. Naturally because they are the Binary Kings. However, my jousting partner is Iblis. I like Iblis a lot because he thinks out of the box and he is one hell of an adviser when comes to interpersonal affairs.
The person I talk the least is Nico the Demon. That is because demons are not much of a talker.
Now you know why I cannot leave the Inti Padu (Solid Core). They are my source of joy and satisfaction. Much like you and Els. All of you are my companions beyond casual interactions I have with the outside world.
Hence, this is my world Sarah. If I want the company of a crowd, I pay Lembah Kiara a visit. There I am a VIP. I avoid going there nowadays because I have to attend to the plants there and I cannot have peace and quiet. I rather go to Bukit Kiara because the plants there are more discrete.
Brb... Lizzie's cup.
Actually Sarah, when we were young we all can talk to things. We talk to our toys and animals. Then we outgrow it thinking it is childish to do so. Well if we listen well enough we can even speak to planets. The biggest object I spoke to is Jupiter and the smallest are the subparticles.
My first experience talking to matters were the Microbes Super Intelligence while I was brushing my teeth. They are good advisers. So now when I take a leak or a dump I will have a word or two with them. I call them my Circle of Elders because the microbes are damn old and they are our ancestors. They are pretty smart too. Collectively they form a single intelligence.
There are a couple of things I learned from the microbes. One is they are a collective intelligence. The second thing is their wisdom is passed from one generation to the other.
That is why I call them the Super Intelligence. They are old and they are smart.
Brb... Going out for yogurt.
It's a Spanish yogurt tastes like cheese cake.
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