5/5/19 ***A quick revision on Fuzzy Thinking

As I mentioned between apple and no apple there is a whole range of situations where apple and no apple coexist.

So far I had been approaching the posting[] base on the assumption that there is an apple.  That is because you tipped the scale and said I am God, there is an afterlife and there is a Judgment of Heaven.

That triggers the cause set in motion with me sending the series of messages to Chedet, TraXX and Facebook (even my mom, Malu Apa Bossku, the 3 Troikas and 1964 ASAS Dragons).

I am taking the risk of being judged as crazy or mentally ill.  Now you know better than that honey, I no longer had mania and I am pretty sure with the evidences I provide so far.

What I don't want is a backlash from the skeptics as depicted by this diagram:

What matters to me is the Vision Community.  They are the ones who are going to make the difference; especially the Alphas and the Betas:

After all been said and done the next step is to Snap Vanish.  I am so bad at this.  There must be gestation period for the ideas to sink in.  Otherwise the whole thing will fall like a stack of cards.

In sales, we were trained to pause in silence after we made the sales pitch.  The one who breaks the silence will lose.  Therefore as a reminder to myself, I AM SUPPOSE TO RIP CORD AND MOVE ON.

Just like a good magician, I need to draw the curtain when the show is over.  This is not a free show.  What you saw was the Thought Invasion Phase.  Just like Age of Empire, after conquest, we need to build the infrastructure.

• The first phase is the Nation Building starting with the children
• Then comes the Best Practices
• Finally the Social Engineering

I hope the Vision Community will pick up from here.  Alone I am a dreamer but together we are Visionaries.

I am truly a Blind Apek, Sarah.  I need you to guide me towards the right direction.  If you lead me on a wrong direction, then the remedy may be the wrong one.

 

So here is my stand:

Unless you said I should be involved in the Global Telepathy, Empires of the Minds and World of Hybrids, I will ONLY concentrate on the Universe Within EVEN when there is an asteroid going to hit mother earth.

  

As I told you, I am done with External Affairs.  Whatever you need to move forward is available in the 7 Swords.  That includes our plan for Seattle and Sapporo.  If you think we still need the RM97 million from Larry, I let you deal with him direct.  It was a done deal.  Collection is upon the success of Global Telepathy.

Same thing with you moving next door.  It is entirely up to you.  The minimum is USD5 million for us to play.

It doesn't matter to me.  I will continue the way I am.  I will [m]e manning CCC and I will take daily meal allowance.  Other than that as I said my life is already complete.  The money is for the Tetrahedron.  So it is nice to have, not a must have.

Sarah honey, the light of my life...  Remember, a warrior walks alone.

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As the time gets closer for me to focus on my 2020 Marathon, I will go deeper and deeper into isolation.  Be prepared to experience reduction in contact time.  I want you to be mentally prepared for that phase.

At present I am not even 10% on track with with my 6 Points of Winning.  I need to rev to at least 90%.

Sarah I have to admit, when I am on pursuit, I will put my blinders on to minimize distraction.  You might experience a sense of detachment.  Lizzie is used to it; I am here but I am not actually here.

Right now I still can't do that because there are a lot of things need to be done.  We only RIP CORD External Affairs today.

Remember Sarah, there is the No Apple part of the equation.  To me that means I have to let go of everything and accept that there is no God, no afterlife and no Judgment of Heaven.

If that is true then what?  Do I need to reevaluate every bit of my belief systems as a man fully functioning?  What about my values then?  Will I become a narcissist and just vanish in the backdrop?

You may not think that is possible but let me remind you, I can be pretty selfish as a narcissist.  All I care is me, myself and I.

As a narcissist my world is just centered around me.  I will retreat deep inside my own world not even Lizzie or the kids can reach,

In the past that was my world and Izrael only.  Now I don't know.  I might add Iblis to the equation.  It will not be the world you understand.  The world of the Lonely Heart Club Troika.  A dark world that exist between death and evil temptations.

I hope I don't have to go there.  You must know Sarah, I am Forever (4) Yin (6) and Yang (9) Forever (4)  I enjoy the company of the Dark Side equally well.

In the Dark Side there is nobody darker than Izrael and Iblis.  Of course I too can be as dark as the moonless night.

What I am saying Sarah, if I can decide who goes to heaven, I can also decide who goes to hell.  So my darling, this is the time for humans to decide if they are worthy for the Place of Wind and Water or I can summon the deepest hell to come up and swallow a meager 10,000 years of Neolithic existence.  I never been this serious baby.  I swear by Izrael's and Iblis' names I will do it.

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