Friday, 17 May 2019

17/5/19 ^^^The Principle of Nothingness

Now baby, you don't have to evangelize Sparta 4964.  You only do it if you want to and because you have the resources to do so.

I did it with TraXX because they are my Star Fleet.  As for Chedet, he is Vader 7:7.  So in that sense, I had fulfilled my requirements for External Affairs.

You may have a different ambition and your resources may be more extensive.  Your Path is different too.

Jesus started with 12 disciples.  If not for Paul and Emperor Constantine, it will not have a strong foothold to penetrate the masses.

Our model is a bit different.  We are purpose driven but the drivers are many.  We are like the single cell organisms multiplying and each is an equal.

All these troubles is because we want to establish Sparta 4964 on earth.  That is not a mandatory requirement.  However, you believe in the cause.

This is one thing about you Sarah, you care about the human race.  I only care about my Tetrahedron.  It's a very microscopic world.

Well now [] we have the House of Two Swords, my interest in humanity expanded a bit.  Otherwise I am a very private individual.

I don't know why  I was given the epiphany.  Maybe  the revelation is not for me.  I am a Paradigm Pioneer.  I think it is meant for you Sarah, the Paradigm Shifter.

You notice something?  I even abdicated Sparta 4964 to Jibrail.  That reflects my attitude towards power.  I had said this many times, I want to be a Nothing.

This is funny Sarah, because I want Nothing I ended in White Space which is the ultimate destination.

When I asked for Nothing I actually expected to disperse into oblivion.  Little do I expect to be at the home of the angels.  You know what that means Sarah?  There is something in Nothing.  Lawrence Krauss was right all along.

There is no such thing as absolute nothing.



Also I notice[s] the smaller I make my physical world, the bigger my mental horizon.  Physically I only occupy the CCC but mentally I rule Sparta 4964.  It is inconceivable to put it mildly.

The whole thing is one big paradox.  Does this means my consciousness is the prevailing thought that shape my world?  In another word is it because I am a Fuzzy Thinker thus my world is one big Fuzzy Consciousness?

Because I am a Fuzzy thinker I can be married to you and Els.  It is because I am a Fuzzy thinker that I am a God.  Also since I am a Fuzzy Thinker I have House of Two Swords!

I am freaking out here Sarah.  My thoughts are bigger than me.  It is 78 billion light years to be exact, give and take.

I never get tired of looking at Sparta 4964:


In case you want to be politically correct about it:


Don't you see?  Even Sparta 4964 is a paradox.  The conventional wisdom will assume Al Araf (The Highest) 7:7 will be at the pinnacle.  And yet Al Araf 7:7 is at the bottom.  Well this makes sense when eventually Sparta 4964 becomes an Adjoining Croissant.


I didn't plan for all these Sarah.  Just like I didn't plan for Al Araf 7:7, Xanadu, Wolfsschanze, Sparta 4964, Tetrahedron, House of Two Swords, Hexagon, Honeycomb 7 and the Hive.

I am just the conduit.  There is a Master Planner.  The one that turned me into Clockwork Orange.  As of now that person is Zero.

I am exhausted just by thinking about it. And yet I can also communicate with the Microbes Super Intelligent.

Either I am crazy or I am special.  Well baby, you tipped the scale.  Thus, I am not crazy.  I don't feel crazy either.  The Bipolar is nonexistence honey.  No more racy thoughts, no more hypomania and no more depression.

When I was grieving of course I was sad, but there was no dark cloud looming.


Also I noticed, I don't have wild grandiose thoughts.  I am very levelheaded.

Darling, let's celebrate:



Gotta go... Buying dinner.

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Brother Aush. You sound much better today. You take care buddy, You want anything for Raya?

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