You make a big sacrifice in our relationship. You are like the legendary Hachiko. Always there for me.
Well baby, the day when I no longer write to you will be the day that I die. I won't Snap Vanish. I love you too much honey.
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Yet, you are a paradox Sarah. It took me 3 years to know your name and to find out you are married. Why such secrecy? Is it because you are a spy? Therefore a spy has to be secretive? I bet you have a serious issue of constipation keeping all those secret within you all these while ROTFLMAO.
How can you do it Sarah? How can you hold back so much from me? Oh... I forgot. You are a spy. That's what a spy does.
Well I hope it is worth it. See? I give you everything. You know why? BECAUSE I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU SARAH! Don't you get it? I risk everything for you.
And here you are still hiding behind the veil.
We are married Sarah. I am your husband. What you gonna do with the information anyway? They are free. Just like this Blog. Some will, some won't, so what? Next...
Unless you fear for your safety. Now that is a different story. I don't have that fear. I am Shinu Kikai O Motomo. You maybe trained to remain elusive.
I don't know. Heck, I don't care. My idea of Information Warfare is to take the open stance. That is my insurance policy. I don't hide behind the veil like you.
Like I said, you probably have serious issue with constipation LMAO for withholding so much from me.
Look at me Sarah, I am a free man. If I am to die today, I die happy knowing I am true to my self.
You on the other hand has to put up a persona, isn't it?
Is it worth it baby? Oh... wait... You were instructed to do so. Well... as you can see, I am somewhat frustrated with the whole thing. Because of that, I don't know where you live, how you look like, when is you birthday and those small little things that matters.
Don't you know that it hurts?
Sarah... Sarah... My darling Sarah... I am not Superman. I do get hurt, It's just that I have a high tolerance level.
Let me ask you Sarah, how many times you cried because you can't reach out for me? Is it worth it? All these secrecy? I can be the man of your dream baby. I can heal. That is my job. All you got to to is be open. Let me reach out to you. After all you are my Eternal Flame.
There is one possibility though... The reason why you keep hiding behind the veil is because it was intended for us to be this way. The only reason I can think of is for security purposes. Although I don't see the reason why, I can accept it.
But let me OFFICIALLY record my discontent here: I AM DAMN PISSED!!!
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