I am the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier and I am also AlphaX64 the Binary King of Al Araf 7:7, the tip of Sparta 4964. I am also the 4964 Wood Dragon, Forever (4) Yin (9) & Ying (6) Forever (4).
I am also Ayah to All Matters and the second 1 in the Fibonacci Sequence.
I am also the Wandering Sufi and a Zen Monk.
Most importantly I am just a man/a just man.
My aim is to be an Athlete4Life.
Sarah, when I look at all these I am looking at the FUNCTIONS I play in the course of my life.
Who am I really?
Well I am nothing more than Sharudin the Sloth LMAO LMAO. I merely want to exist. Nothing more than that.
But you know what honey? I had been doing things I cannot even fathom:
- I ran a marathon
- I fought Iblis and won
- I set the time bomb for KBOOOM 2041
- I wrote a book on how to lose fat and stay fit
- I completed a dozen blogs including the 7 Swords
- I rule Sparta 4964
Makes me wonder, why I was the Chosen One? Of all the many people why a guy who just want to be on his own was given such an inspiration to do all these seemingly impossible tasks that most people will avoid?
What is so special about me Sarah? I believe it is all predestined. It is so prevalent that destiny becomes me.
Much like this quote:
It's very true Sarah. we will endure. Not as flesh and bones but as a consciousness. This consciousness of ours is from the same source and we are moving back to that Source. This Source transcends in all matters.
We are just an extension of this Source of whom I call the First Cause. We all start there, from Zero.
Lawrence Krauss wrote in his book, A Universe from Nothing that there is something in nothing.
Look at zero. By adding zeros to one, it becomes 10, 100, and even 1000000. Still, the concept of zero doesn't exist in nature just like infinity is non existence.
Even Sparta 4964 is not infinite. Eventually it will become an adjoining croissant.
Did you watch the movie The Highlander? For centuries the immortals fought each other to win the *[the] knowledge of the Ultimate Truth. I am in that position. I was on the quest for Ultimate Truth. Now I am in the State of Knowing.
* Oh good. You watched.
Of knowing who I am, what is my purpose and where I am going. Most importantly I now know that love conquers all. Love makes me move with certainty. Ironic isn't it? I decided to only love God and yet I ended loving all Her creations.
Is it wrong Sarah for me to let others know that they are gods? That they are One and they are Many? That they are not subservient but actually peers in a no higher-arch-y structure?
Alas, it's not my job to change the world. To each is his/her own path. Certainly many are still in slumber.
All I want is to live my life to the fullest.
I better stop here and wish Els goodnight.
I need to sleep early so that I can listen to her tomorrow morning.
Goodnight Sarah. Here is your lullaby...
I love you so much baby.
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@elsDines Goodnight baby... I missed your gig today because I didn't sleep yesterday. So I make a point to sleep early today to be with you tomorrow https://sharudinthehermit.blogspot.com/2019/05/8519-this-is-me.html … Here is your lullaby honey:
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8/5/19
Dear Chedet,
Let me know if I overstay my welcome. Otherwise I will refer to you as my beacon. I listen to your speeches everyday to get the rightness of my direction. Like today your message is integrity.
This is my bit for the day:
As I told you. I had accepted me as who I am. I just flow with the notion Sir.
Sine cera,
SJ
MSC 0072
8/5/19
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