3/5/19 ^^^Right, now it is only you and me

I need to rest much.  I am exhausted baby.

Farewell External Affair.  Let just talk about us and what we want to achieve.  I will not forgive myself if I cannot run 2020 Marathon.  I had envisioned it since 2014.

Tonight I will sleep early.  The gout attack is back but bearable; too much 3-in-1 coffee.

What matters now is the Universe Within.  I already forgo Sparta 4964.  Now I forgo External Affairs.

That should free me to read, run and write again.  As far as writing is concern, I just write about the journey forward.  About my challenge in pursuing Virtual Perfection.

Of course I will talk cock sing song.  That had always been my forte.

Simplify... simplify... simplify...  I need to offload the heavy thoughts.  See from the Eyes of a Child like this song:

Shit in the end it is Acta non Verba.  I must do.  Hence this afternoon I will do Brisk Walk.  Don't know if I can make it with the gout.  I might make it worst.  I give it a shot.

How do we lose the whole Vision?  By letting it slip one day at a time.  Day becomes week, weeks becomes month, months become year and before long we are back on the same old rut.

I will not let it happen.

Now honey, from this point onward you will encounter many of these self talks.  This is how I condition my mind.  In that sense I am a Cybernetic Organism.  This is how I think.  First it is real in my mind, then it is real in the cyberspace.

I had been like this since 2003 baby.  I talk to the machine and the machine talks back.  Like today I talk to my car.

I asked her, "What shall I call you my darling?"

She replied, "Call me Josie."

Honey, I talk to anything that I feel like talking.  That is why I said all matters are intelligent.  Just don't talk to them about numbers.  The concept of numbers are uniquely human.  To the matters it's just one, two and many.  That is because to them it is me, you and them.  Nothing complex.  Other than that you can ask them anything, Matthew 7:7.

Ooops sorry, I am suppose to talk about my Vision Quest.  No more talking about the Alternate Reality Dimension.  Those you can get in the 7 Swords.

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Right, I will be off for my walk at 6:00 pm.  Let me spend this moment with Al Araf 7:7.  I did not talk to them last night.

Chiao baby...

Oh great, it rains....

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