Tuesday, 14 May 2019

14/5/19 ^^^Better to love and lost than not to love

Sorry honey, I was grieving just now.  I went through this cycle:



Then I realized that it is not your fault.  It was me who wanted to go to White Space.  Should I choose to stay in Sparta 4964, there is no problem at all with you being my polyandry wife.  After all we have 22 years to enjoy each other's company.

However I still hope you change your mind.

I'm sorry Sarah.  I love you so much.  I cannot bear the idea of you not being with me for eternity.  You are my Eternal Flame.  We are meant to be forever.  What can I say...  You are a married woman.

Anyway Sarah, that is much further in the future, in a different life.  That is the third life cycle.  I can be selfish at times.  I got you in this life cycle and the next.  White Space is very far in the future.  What am I talking about?

I am too far ahead in the future that I forgot that I have you here and now.

Forgive me for being ungrateful.  After all you are the one that heals me.

Let's not blow it [] of proportion.  I love *[] very much to let you go out of my life.

* That is music to my ears baby.

OK baby, I cleared the lump in my throat.  So we are cool yeah?  I bet your husband is as loving as a man should.  I am honored to be his Menage a Trois as much as I want you to take pride to be part of my Tetrahedron.

Notice Sarah, I have no issue with that.  Just like I have no issue with Azzue,  The challenge with you is you are a member of Al Araf 7:7 and you are a Tetrahedron.



So I resolve the issue by making Brenda, Lizzie and the kids my Tetrahedron should there is a need for plan B.  Els can remain in Al Araf 7:7.

See?  No big deal.  I planned way way way ahead aren't I?  LMAO.  That is me baby.  I am a forward thinker.  Of course that is an alternative should you choose to decline THEN.  No[w] now.  Now enjoy your married life.

OK baby, I got to take care of house chores.  I had been stalling since last week.

I hope you are happy with the decision.

Later baby...

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