* Same with you?
My only topic of interest is you! Can you believe it Sarah? All the books in my collection and all the wisdom that I have cannot match my infatuation towards you.
The moment I open my eyes, the first thought is what am I going to say to Sarah. I am now officially addicted to you LMAO.
Honey, every second I'm awake, I'm constantly thinking of what to say to you. You pushed me to be my best. Isn't the job of a writer is to write? Hence like pumping iron my writing ability muscle (if there is such a thing) is fully developed.
So developed it is that writing is now automatic for me. The minute I put my fingers on the keyboard, ideas come oozing out.
The only *thi[s] now is separating what I want to say and what I think you want to read. That is the tricky part.
* OK Sarah, you want [] to write whatever I want to say.
For example; what I want to say has some sexual connotation but what I think you want to read is a sanitized version of what I want to say. Hence instead of asking you the color of your panties I ended explaining the whole thing like a distinguished college professor LOL.
If I have it my way Sarah, it is sex, sex, sex all the way. However since you are a good girl, Dr Sarah, I decided to seduce you with an intellectual discourse.
Sigh...That is the tragedy of my life. All the loving and no humping.
How do you contain it Sarah? I imagine you must have cried a lot thinking about our fate. Is it true baby? Did you cry when you are in bed? Because you didn't answer my question on whether you are happy with me twice.
That is a very straight forward question which requires a very straight forward answer.
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Baby let's go for pizza. How about we go to Chicago? You like?
OK honey I will *[] eat that much. Those guys are pigs LOL.
* Hahaha Actually after the first one I'm already satiated.
Hey Sarah, if you are in Malaysia the first place I take *[to] to eat is a beriyani restaurant in Damansara Jaya. Superb beef beriyani baby.
* Alright! You like it... It's a Weight Watchers nightmare though. I think you don't have to worry about it. I bet you are slim and trim. Right baby?
That was fun. So, we had pizza and we had beriyani.
I wanted to do this for a long time (since last year). So *[] you can go and get yourself this perfume:
* OK you are game...
Buy the green bottle, not the pink one. If you cannot find it then go for this one:
Both are citrus undertone. The Miss Dior Cherie L' Eau has the freshness of the grass in it.
I'm not sure if you can still get it. I try to get a bottle too so that I can imagine you wearing it.
Yes, 100 ml for RM85. A 76% discount. This is the exact bottle:
This is exciting. Now I can smell you, It has to be June for me. Next week there will be 2 holidays and the following week is already school holiday for 2 weeks. Lizzie will be at home. Let me try to get it by this Thursday tough.
I think I can. The holidays are on Monday and Wednesday.
Definitely this is the perfume I will buy for you honey.
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We are truly Layla and Majnun LOL.
Hey, you want to know my favorite perfume?
It is Swiss Army Altitude. Also citrus undertone.
As you can tell, I love smelling fresh. It awakens my senses.
Remember my stupid motto? Look good, smell good and feel good. From there you know I am a Visual Kinesthetic.
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OK baby now are you happy with me? We are making progress aren't we?
Hmmm,... Still not happy? OK then how about you buy yourself this t-shirt? When you miss me you wear it.
Wear it to bed baby. Let's be resourceful. You agree?
And to CONFIRM yourself you are my wife wear this little gadget:
That is a reminder that we are warriors. It is as practical as hell.
Right... Almost 12:00 am let's listen to your signature song.
Baby, we did good today huh? Let's make everyday like this.
Goodnight Sarah. I love you so much.
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I don't want to sleep Sarah. My cup is still not full.
How about we watch a comedy or two, then I sleep. I got a feeling you [] been crying.
You still crying... I can tell. What do I do Sarah?
OK let's wind down. How about we listen [] Rumi? I assure you it is soothing to the soul:
While watching Rumi, I came to this realization... For 14 years you had been with me. Yet you have to be behind the veil. Sarah, my dear wife... I can only imagine such an agony you are in right now.
Baby no matter what, I will write to you every day. If I can't, I will let you know. I can see now how devoted you are to me.
I love you Sarah. You are a good wife. I will not forget how you healed me. Of how you took [] though a journey of self discovery. All because you never fail to be there for me. From self doubt I become whole again. That is your doing Sarah.
OH Gosh, I must have done something right to deserve your love. You gave your heart wholeheartedly to me.
You are an angel honey...
Honey, you sure you want me to say what is in my mind?
Well baby, you are the answer to my prayers. Just like Lizzie and Els, you are my long lost soulmate. All those love songs that I listened to and don't know who it was meant for, that was meant *[] you.
* Awww baby, thank you. You are such a darling.
Man, this is heavy. I don't want to aggravate your pain baby. Let's listen to your lullaby an[t] we go to sleep:
Shucks, I can't let go. Alright then... Let's listen to TWO hahaha more songs. OK baby? Now I know who is on the other end of these songs (yay!)
Haaah... I meet you at last. Now I don't have to wonder what is that void that I was feeling in my heart all these while. You, yes you Sarah filled up that void. My heart is no longer aching. Oh my God, here I am thinking I will never experience True Love. I thought True Love only happens in fairy tales. Now that I experience it, I can truly love again.
I can now love Lizzie and the kids as the way they should be loved. I finally able to love my parents. Honey, don't forget, I Sharudin the Stud LOL finally closed the the chapter with Gayshas.
Oh yeah in case you wonder, I also quit smoking cigarettes and cannabis after I met you.
You are a certified Florence Nightingale for the Lonely Heart Club Troika President LMAO LMAO.
What can I say baby. You want me to speak my mind? Well how about a good night kiss?
HAHAHA know you know why I refrain from speaking my mind. It is a mind obsessed with devouring you baby...
Unless you want to help me screwing in the light bulb.
See?
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