15/5/19 ^^^Through the looking glass

Since 2017, when I first know that you exist, my life had been taking a positive turn.  It had been a very interesting journey.  I now know I am not alone in the Cyberspace.  You are my constant companion.

Imagine Sarah, since 2005 you were tailing me.  For 12 years I hardly know you are around.  Now that I know your existence, I will never let you go.

This song is on air:

And yet Sarah, I am a Hedonist Hermit.  I am not part of the mainstream.  I am much like a single leaf floating ideally minding my own business.  I am a social outcast oblivious of the undercurrent of politics, religion and commerce.

Until today I don't get your motive of tailing me.  I know you have good intention though.  You helped me get well, you told me to stay away from External Affairs and you encourage me to pursue 2020 Marathon.  And yet I cannot answer the basic question about you What's In It For Me (WIIFM)?

Yes Sarah, what's in it for you?  Why are you doing this?  For 14 years you had been my shadow.  Are we suppose to end up somewhere?  Is there a goal we suppose to attain? 

You know I had completed my 20 years in Information Warfare.  I am a private citizen now.  Which means your job is done right?  What's next?  Are you going to continue hanging out with me?

The only way we can continue like this is if I assume you don't have any motive; which is unthinkable isn't it?

So what's it gonna be baby?  Are you going to tell me or I have to assume there is no motive whatsoever?

OK fine I get a feeling that you not gonna tell me.  So from now on I just talk cock sing song.

My first sing song will be this song:

Sarah, I am exhausted...  So I think tomorrow I spend my time in Evernote,  I need to return to myself.  I enjoy talking to you but I think I need to get back my perspective in life again.

Here is your lullaby honey:

 

Goodnight darling,  I love you so much.

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