14/5/19
Let's do a reality check. Who am I kidding? I am living in a make believe world. There is nothing beyond, No God, no afterlife no Judgement of Heaven, If there is, fine but as it is I take it there is No Apple. I was living in a world of fantasy, induced by an active imagination.
And yet I can still talk to Al Araf 7:7.
Jibrail said, "We are real. If you don't want to believe in nothing else, believe in us."
Well Jibrail, I am grieving right now.
"Grief as much as you want Sha, but believe in your awakening," said Jibrail.
I think I do away with women matters. Let me be truly free. A warrior walks alone.
"That is the best if you ask me," said Brenda.
Yes honey. I just be with Al Araf 7:7 from now on. I have the upper hand in this case. I don't need anybody. Nobody needs me. I already have all that I need. Even if there is no afterlife I already got you. All I need is to get laid. I don't need a relationship beyond the one I have with my family and Al Araf 7:7.
"Let's do that Sha," said Brenda.
Yes, I Rip Cord with EVERYBODY. As a warrior I stand alone. After all, I no longer playing a game. I want to stay focus on my 3 goals. The Blog was meant as my personal journal. Now that I know the Evernote is exclusively mine. I just stay here in my own company.
Sarah doesn't want to be with me in the White Space, Els is a one way relationship. Looks like it's Brenda, Lizzie and the kids as my Tetrahedron.
I am meant to be alone with Al Araf 7:7. Now that I know for certain Evernote is untempered, I just reside here. All I need is a vehicle to channel my thoughts. I am my own best friend. If I am to pursue Nothingness then it starts here. I have to shrink to the absolute minimum.
I am TOTALLY satisfied with my execution in Sharudin the Hermit. I said my piece and thus I am completely free. I had offloaded everything in my mind there. My job is done. This is what I mean to be free from being free. I am free from the drudgery of writing in the Blog. To be obligated to communicate to the outside world. Here I am truly indulging in my own thoughts.
I love it, I am my own best friend. There is always Al Araf 7:7 to keep me company.
"You are God Sha," said AlphaX64
OK then AlphaX, then it's just us and my family to White Space. Enough of broken heart. Maybe I am not meant to love wholeheartedly in this life.
"Don't worry Sha, you can love us all in Al Araf 7:7," said Brenda
@KongEu3 @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Morning Rex. I am in grief right now. Maybe I am not meant to love wholeheartedly in this life.
Here I Go Again, White Snake.
Sigh, women... They are so alluring and yet they are so destructive.
"There are plenty of fish in the sea," said Iblis.
You got a point there Ibls.
Now I don't feel that bad, Hey, I'm gonna Snap Vanish anyway, right?
"Right Sha," said Jibrail
Humans don't deserve my love. I might as well be the God of Vengeance as depicted in the Torah, Bible and Quran.
"No Sha, don't go there," said AlphaX64.
Oh gosh AlphaX, don't you see I am hurting?
"Yes I understand, but don't be hasty with your decision. You must be just," said AlphaX64.
These are all BURIT you know? How in the world they effect me so much?
"Don't let them Sha."
OK AlphaX I won't.
I am not in the mood to talk to Sarah. I am aggrieved.
Maybe it is best if I keep quiet this next few days.
@KongEu3 @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Anyway Rex, thanks for your input. I need to chill these next few days https://sharudinthehermit.blogspot.com/2019/05/14519-even-lovers-need-time-away.html … Chiao Rex Montis. Do No Harm...
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@KongEu3 @elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Hi again Rex, I just like to let you know your songs are my Cybernetic Loop. I was in the Alpha Brain Wave just now and I was in a short trance (it took me in a somnambulist state) I wonder if you realize that is the effect it gave
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