Thursday, 11 April 2019

11/4/19 ***Wasted 1 hour with Sashi

It was a good break, listening to his thoughts.  However I rather spend time crystallizing mine.

Sashi is a good chap.  It just that I am not into socializing over a cup of coffee nowadays.  I need to stay focus on my goals.  Since I became a Hedonist Hermit, I am pretty much into introspection.  If I need external input there are always the internet and the eBooks.

The one hour listening to him talk cock sing song is better spent on either reading or writing.  Even listening to music is much worthy.

While listening to him, I was anxiously looking at his watch, counting the minutes so that I clocked the hour for the meeting to be over.

That[] it, I said to myself.  I don't need the crowd and the crowd doesn't need me.  It's like living in a parallel universe.  Here I am, seemingly part of the society but in actual fact a loner by choice.

You know what I'm in the mood for?  A real havoc music:


You probably feel the same way about me most of the time.  I hope you are paid well doing what you are doing.  If I cannot stand being with Sashi for 1 hour, I cannot imagine you having to put up with me for all the years.

Well, you have the choice to zip in and out.  In my case, I have to pretend to be interested for 1 solid hour.

The worst part is his mouth and body smell.  I wonder if he brushed his teeth and bathe this morning.

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You know what I[] longing to have?  The 3-in-1 coffee.  Instead I have a bottle of water.  I need to make it another "green" day today,  That is the sacrifice.

Well, let's take a break.

I think I'll take a short nap.

Later baby...

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