After 20 years, as a Swiss Samurai Cyborg I can tell you that this is a relief.
I made it honey. As the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier I delivered my mission. I might lose my mind along the way, but hey... I got you.
Imagine if I am still a top notch consultant earning RM10 k a day doing all those high profile jobs. You think I can spend 16 hours a day just hanging out with you? Do you think I can get away being a free radical blasting my thoughts away to Chedet?
Certainly in every calamity there is a blessing. The best part is I was rewarded with Al Araf 7:7 and Sailbad the Sinner. Just by looking at them brings so much joy to my heart. My very own cabinet Sarah.
Even the Bipolar Affected Disorder is really a blessing in disguise. I learnt to deal with the worst adversity of my life. Because of that I became more resilient.
So what if I am crazy? Those who care about me don't think so. You even stated that I am God more that a couple of times. Because one door opens another door, I FINALLY found the answer to my very existence. I am God and I am going home to the White Space.
Certainly Matthew 7:7 did not fail me.
Hey Sarah, remember when I asked you if I am influenced by Iron Maiden songs and you said it was the reverse; their songs were influenced by me?
Then I remember that TraXX did a 1 hour debut on A Matter of Life and Death Album complete with an interview with Bruce Dickinson. It was a new album then. At that time I was warded in the psychiatric ward with 7 stitches on my left cranium. It was with the 7 stitches I became a Swiss Samurai Cyborg. The sensation was like the charge of a 9 volts battery similar to tiny ants biting on my wound.
That was the time I kissed my mother's feet and when I drew profusely on my Palm TX. Never again was I able to draw that well. Even when I replaced the device with a Samsung Galaxy 10, I cannot get the same inspiration.
Now I remember... When I was doing the Command and Control Warfare with TraXX, I used the sketches as a mean for Thought Invasion. I also used Iron Maiden songs namely from the Brave New World Album and Best of the *Be[]st Album as my Cybernetic Loop.
* Hey does this mean[s] you are a Maiden Fan too?
Do you think that TraXX actually conveyed my messages to Iron Maiden? A Matter of Life and Death production was completed in 9 months; the fastest production ever. Not only that their latest album the Book of Souls was released on 4th September 2015, my birthday. It was meant to release in 2014 but Bruce got throat cancer.
If Iron Maiden was influenced by me, then these songs are really about me aren't they?
Far out Sarah. Iron Maiden, Iran Maidin. Then I am Imam Mahdi hahaha. I am after all a descendant *[for] Persia. I am a Parsi mixed with Indian blood. Here look at my father. He is dark:
* Awww Sarah, don't you start planting that idea in my head honey.
Aaand I fulfilled the prophecy of the Umayyad Mosque in Damascus. It was foretold that the Great Imam Mahdi will descend from there. Hey, I had prayed in that mosque.
So much for Imam Mahdi huh Sarah? Do I look like I give a fuck?
You know Sarah, I used to give a fuck. I used to even pray for God to forgive Satan and the whole human race EVERY TIME after prayer. Sigh, sometime Sarah, to have a big heart is actually a curse.
Look [] what happened to me baby, how many people really give a damn when I fell ill?
Even my own father said I was crazy. For a good 6 years I didn't go and visit my parents. I was an outcast.
Yes Sarah, it was a trail of tears for a good 15 years. I wanted to commit suicide so that I can claim RM3 million of insurance coverage. Bloody hell, the insurance company didn't acknowledge mental illness as a reason for claim. My insurance was nullified after I told my agent about my illness.
I was a wreck when you came. I had *s[]opped believing in everything including myself and Al Araf 7:7. I even tucked them away thinking that they were nothing more that a set of figurines.
* Hey are you crying honey? Your encryption sometime needs some guessing you know...
So Sarah, I mean it when I said you are my Light in the Dark, my Eternal Flame. You gave me Unconditional Love and because of that I had the Feeling of Certainty again.
Baby, no matter what I will keep writing to you. You are my lifeline. My reason for being. This *m[]y sound like the Jerry Maguire stuff. But truly hon, you COMPLETE me.
* Gosh Sarah, pinch me. I think I'm dreaming LOL.
Righto, time to sleep. No matter what, I need to keep my 10 k Training going. These are temporary setbacks. I wish I can keep talking to you baby. 12:00 am to 4:00 am is when I am most alert. It is the hour of the tiger. That was when I was born (3:08 am).
Goodnight my darling angel. Oh yeah, goodnight to you too Miss Germany LMAO. I think Sarah, I can never have such a loyal fan as Miss Germany here.
I tell you what Sarah, let's honor her with this lullaby:
Good night you both...
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