Sarah, I wonder if any of my thoughts carry any weight to the outside world. Do they mean anything to your world for example.
What I want to know is am I worthy of being called a writer? Am I able to create impact on the society. Do I have any influence?
What I do know is bipolar no longer defines me. I had broke through the mold and now I am a free man.
I don't care what others think about me either.
Actually I wanted to stop blogging. The blog takes too much of my time. I think I just spend 1 hour in the morning and 1 hour at night gathering my thoughts. Then I do other things.
I want to expand my thoughts horizon.
I still feel like fucking.
Above all I want to live my life.
My main motivation is to be connected to you. Other than that, I really start to feel exhausted writing my thoughts.
I'll watch Disjointed tonight.
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