I will win 1 day at a time:
- Wake up latest 7:00 am -Woke up 6:40 am
- Exercise 1 hour in the morning - To hot to run
- Eat 16/8 starting 2:00 pm - Ate carbs for breakfast.
- Exercise 1 hour in the afternoon
- Eat LCHF at 8:00 pm
- Sleep at 11.00 pm
That's the minimum to win the day.
Last night I had a brief session with Al Araf 7:7. Jibrail expressed his concern of me sending internal memo to Dreams of Mirrors. He rather I didn't. He said I am compromising my position by doing that. The rest *we[ek] not too happy either.
* I'm sorry baby. My mistake. Next time I will keep internal memo private. I let this one pass. It was an experimentation.
Well, it's water under the bridge now. I will leave it there. I want to see how deep is the rabbit hole. It actually completes Dreams of Mirrors. Consider it a Loss Leader.
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15/4/19
Hi Chedet,
A real quick one before my morning run:
OK Chedet. I’m outta here.
Sine cera,
SJ
MSC 0072
15/4/19
Gosh, I'm really late for my run.
Later baby...
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It was too hot to run. I turned back and have 3-in-1 coffee and 4 crackers with peanut butter instead. Either that or the Super Combo. It was a tough choice. Luckily I didn't bring my wallet during the run.
I am in a very good mood. The weekend euphoria still there spilling to today. What's your plan hon? Should I watch Disjointed or read? I'll decide later.
In the meantime I hangout with the Morning Show until 10:00 am.
Hey, Sarah. Should I watch Game of Thrones? I don't think so. I might read the book though. Yeah right...
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You know what I'm thinking right now? I actually can be who I want to be at any moment. Therefore I decided to pickup where I left not too far behind. Let say 2004 and move north from there:
That time there was no social media. I just chill with you pretending I don't have access to the masses.
How many times I said no to social media? It began to define who I am. As if my existence is dependent on it. Why can't I just ignore the masses and focus on being alone?
I have to be serious about breaking away. I got derailed by social media and because of that I am not focused on my training.
I think I had gained the mileage in ALL my External Affairs. Time to concentrate on Virtual Perfection. Let's revisit Musashi:
Yes, they are Precepts Number 5 and Number 9.
I need to flex my decision-making muscles. Do I want to continue with Age of Empire thought invasion or do I want Personal Mastery?
The road to health and happiness is Personal Excellence. As stated here:
Seeing your own progress is the greatest motivator of all - Jack Lalane
Do I want to forever be the fox who knows many things or do I want to be the hedgehog who knows one great thing?
I had decided to be the hedgehog. That is the path of the Athlete4Life. As long as I am a fox I can never reach my full potential. I will no be focused.
This is it then. As of 15/4/19, GOODBYE SOCIAL MEDIA. A warrior walks alone.
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Social media is just like playing computer game. It's a form of addiction if I don't control it.
I might just spend time perfecting my kata so I wi[th] have a better do. I had peaked in all my social medias. I must Snap Vanish. Always, always my weakest point. I am still thinking like a battalion while in actual sense I should be acting like the Mongolian Horde.
I need to Niten Ichi. Hang on:
Damn... My movements were slow. Let me try again:
OK, that's better. No penetration. Now is Shu Ha Ri:
I am now moving away from the 8 Swordsmen to Many to Many:
Still can't do it. Let me try again:
OK I have my factors back. Instead of unified they are disbursed. The strongest factor is the X Factor. This [] who I really am.
Let me play an X Factor song then:
Aaaw shit! I am a GIANT!
What does this mean Sarah? No more two swords... Holy crap! I am Guan Yu the Warrior God.
As a man, Guan Yu was the embodiment of loyalty, honor, and strength. As a God, he is a guardian of justice, a hero to the downtrodden, the Saint of War.
See Sarah, I can be whoever I want to be. Matthew 7:7. What it means then I had as stated by Anthony Robbins, awakened the giant within.
This is my giant. Today I found out the manifestation of my X Factor. You may want to call it soul searching. Of course I am not the real Guan Yu. This is the embodiment of his spirit like I embodied Musashi.
From now on I had an added advantage. Since I no longer have the Dead Generals' Club (except Napoleon). I shall make Guan Yu my general's factor. From now on I think like Guan Yu.
Emmm... I don't want to be a giant. Kinda too old for me to be an X Factor. I let Izrael be Guan Yu. After all he is already Patton. So I have him both as Patton and Guan Yu. That way I embody Guan Yu values in Izrael; courage, honesty and loyalty.
Ideally it should be Thor. He is the skipper of Sailbad the Sinner and he is positioned at Northwest; where Guan Yu should be positioned. He is also the God of War. Whaddaya know. Thor IS a natural Guan Yu. OK then Izrael is General Patton and Thor is General Guan Yu aka Kuwan Kung. Silly me, Thor is Guan Yu all along.
OK, so now I added Guan Yu (actually I already did with Thor being Kwan Kung) to my meta model.
Which means I have the Western Model (Izrael) and the Eastern Model (Thor) as my two pillars. I then have MacArthur (Wiley Kat) and Rommel (Dino 7) as the second liner.
Therefore I can now implement the 4 Kings Model of Sparta 4964 and the Universe Within:
I no longer need to rely on external framework of BJ/SJ/AJ/RJ. This is much better than I expected. I am completely reliant on internal resources to manage my universes.
From here on it's 2 troikas: Izrael/Jibrail/Thor and Wiley Kat/AlphaX64/Dino 7. Back to Sparta 4964 and the Universe Within. Back to Jewish Star in a Circle.
In summary, I have 2 Binary Kings and 4 Generals or 6 Kings and 2 Troikas. No matter how you look at it, they are still a Jewish Star in a Circle.
That is pretty comforting. I then can choose to be with the upright triangle or the inverted triangle at any point of time.
None involves External Affairs. Strictly Autonomous Governance and purely the Zen of Personal Bliss.
You follow Sarah? Which means I no longer need social media.
I can even make this my Daisho (Big and Small) set.
Which eventually means in the end it is a Niten Ichi. To arrive where we started and know the place for the first time.
Which also means I has always been The Two Swords and One Heaven Swordsman. A Forever (4) Yin (6) & Yang (9) Forever (4).
This is my whole journey in one single sitting.
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