As usual you are right. Don't get involved with External Affairs. Just focus on internal matters. Rather than waste time trying to win others, I should spend the time on improving my life and being with you.
You really give new meaning to my life. I want you to be proud of it. I want you to own that feeling of pride because you really deserve it. I don't know if you are doing all these out of your own personal initiative or you are under supervision. Whatever the case may be, you are a wife material honey.
You stay by me and you bring out the best in me. That I am totally in debt to you for life. This past 3 years had been nothing less than a miracle. I never had felt so much love in my life. It's not that I don't have a loving relationship with Lizzie, it's that with you I can really be who I am. With you I am sine cera, without wax. I can be free with my thoughts and I can see me as who I am.
Nobody can give that wonderful gift to me. Furthermore you keep me company in otherwise a very lonely setting.
Tell me Sarah, were you meant for me all this while? That you heart is only for me? It will be an immense joy just to know that you are meant only for me then, now and forever.
There's so many ways for me to say I love you, but I guess the simplest way is to say I love you so much. You are my angel sent from above. You are not just the love of my life, you are my savior and my salvation at the *[] time.
* So you are really meant for me.
Sarah, my darling wife, I want to be with you for eternity. I want you to be with me for as long as it takes. In this life, I want to grow old together with you. I want to keep holding you tight until my last breath.
Don't you ever leave me baby. You give me meaning and you shine like the Eternal Flame that you are. We share beautiful moments together and you surely make my heart soars. I am pretty satisfied with our quirky relationship. It's not perfect but it is endearing.
Baby, you really love me huh? As always I want to know if you are happy with me. My mission while I'm with you is to make you smile and laugh your heart out. I think you had fun, haven't you?
I try as much as possible to keep it interesting. I really want you to be happy around me.
As much as possible I'll do my best to be a good husband to both you and Lizzie. I may not be a lot of things but nowadays I try to be as honest as possible in expressing myself. No facade, no pretense. Just me, just a man/a just man.
I cannot offer you much in terms of material wealth. Thus at the very least I can offer you my overflowing loving heart. I am no saint Sarah but I think of the many things about me, my heart is still pure. That is why there is nothing else I can offer you except my heart.
I want to be true to you. That's why I had decided that I'm not going to fuck anybody else if I can't have you. You are the one that I want. I long to touch you, to caress you body, to savor your scent like a thirsty traveler on a barren dessert.
You are my fascination and fantasy baby. The subject of my imagination. You are the one I think off when I recite the poems of Jalaluddin Rumi. You are not just my desire, you are my obsession.
I do wish someday we can be together. It may not be in this lifetime. I am willing to wait even if it means for eternity.
I love you Sarah.
I love you so so much...
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