Wednesday, 17 April 2019

17/4/16 ***I think I'm ready to Snap Vanish

I'm beginning to see that all these efforts are much  like when I was in the 1999 - 2014 Cyborg War.  I am nothing more *tha[t] a Clockwork Orange.

As much as I want to put a stop to it I am destined to follow the Path.  Can I steer the Path so that I become the hedgehog instead of a fox?


* Looks like I cannot quit until the job is done.  

Anyway, I will still make my best attempt to stop my External Affairs.  AlphaX64 is not too happy with it.  To be an Athlete4Life I need serious commitment like being in training on time and staying focus on the 3 goals.  Much like the Olympians.  

Look at it this way baby.  20 years from now I won't remember anything at all that I do today except this year is the year I ascend as a man fully functioning.

What was that famous verse in the bible?

Mark 8:36 
New International Version
What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?
New Living Translation
And what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but lose your own soul? 
English Standard Version
For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world and forfeit his soul?
Berean Study Bible
What does it profit a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul?
Berean Literal Bible
For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world and to lose his soul?
New American Standard Bible 
"For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world, and forfeit his soul?
King James Bible
For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
Christian Standard Bible
For what does it benefit someone to gain the whole world and yet lose his life?
Contemporary English Version
What will you gain, if you own the whole world but destroy yourself? 
Good News Translation
Do you gain anything if you win the whole world but lose your life? Of course not! 
Holman Christian Standard Bible
For what does it benefit a man to gain the whole world yet lose his life? 
International Standard Version
What profit will a person have if he gains the whole world and forfeits his life? 
NET Bible
For what benefit is it for a person to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his life?
New Heart English Bible
For what does it profit a person to gain the whole world, and forfeit his soul?
Aramaic Bible in Plain English
“For how is a man benefited if he should gain the whole world and he should lose his soul?”
GOD'S WORD® Translation
What good does it do for people to win the whole world yet lose their lives?
New American Standard 1977 
“For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world, and forfeit his soul?
Jubilee Bible 2000
For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul?
King James 2000 Bible
For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own life?
American King James Version
For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
American Standard Version
For what doth it profit a man, to gain the whole world, and forfeit his life?
Douay-Rheims Bible
For what shall it profit a man, if he gain the whole world, and suffer the loss of his soul? 
Darby Bible Translation
For what shall it profit a man if he gain the whole world and suffer the loss of his soul?
English Revised Version
For what doth it profit a man, to gain the whole world, and forfeit his life?
Webster's Bible Translation
For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul:
Weymouth New Testament
Why, what does it benefit a man to gain the whole world and forfeit his life?
World English Bible
For what does it profit a man, to gain the whole world, and forfeit his life?
Young's Literal Translation
for what shall it profit a man, if he may gain the whole world, and forfeit his life?

In the end everything counts but nothing matters.  Isn't that right my darling? 



I got to ask a very serious question, is what I'm doing now getting me closer to my 3 goals in life?  If not then this is nothing more than water under the bridge.



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The only way to avoid External Affairs is to not *[] outside communication.  I'll just do that.  I'll take a permanent vacation. from these medias:
  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • Chedet.cc
  • Dreams of Mirrors
  • LinkedIn
*  You had been wanting me to quit External Affairs for a long time.  I retired last July 2018 to be a full time writer.  Let me just spend time in Sharudin the Hermit crystallizing my thoughts on Virtual Perfection.

For one thing to pursue Acta Non Verba, I need to be in motion.  Words don't carry weight.  I must do.  I must  have discipline, persistence and consistency.

The whole thing reminds me of this song.  Ibarat air di daun keladi; like water on a taro leaf - it just doesn't stick.  External Affairs don't stick.  What counts is Daily Pursuit of Excellence.


What he is saying...  hahaha "don't try this at home."  Gosh I don't know [] he is saying Sarah, he speaks Gujarati.  The picture is worth a thousand words.

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Rather than exposing my thoughts to the public, I become a Private Citizen,  You know what I envy most about Musashi?  He could transformed himself from a swordsman into an artist.  Not only that, He was a damn good one too!




As for me, I simply want to read, run and write.  That was my thing when I started Dreams of Mirrors.  I think I make a good writer.  I still read my own articles.

At times I read them over and over again because they are works of art to me.  Very much *[] this Blog is my expression of love to you.

*  Hey honey, thanks for appreciating my efforts.  It's not easy but it is endearing.  So my darling, as long as you inspire me, I will keep on writing.

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Btw, I am waiting for the electrician to come.  I had to skip lunch because he suppose to be here 30 minutes ago.  Still no sign.

I had half a bar of dark chocolate just now as my snack.

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