25/4/19 ^^^So you believe every bit [] it

That makes you a believer Sarah.

As for me, it is not sufficient that I believe.  I need to know for certain.  Which means, I got to know if KBOOOM 2041 is real.

That is why from now on for the next 22 years I will be marking time for my journey to the White Space.

You may be wondering what is my primary driver Sarah.  Well none other than to know if I will die on Sunday 7/4/2041.

It means everything to me.  If it is true then I am God and I am coming home.  If it is not true, then I am no different from John Nash and his illness.  Which means, when I die I am just worm feed.  That Sarah I have to wait 22 years to find out.

This song is on air:

22 years is not a problem at all for me.  As I said, I had shifted from a fisherman to a farmer.  So happens my tree will take that long to bear fruit.  All I want to know is what kind of fruit it is.  If it is a Macintosh Apple, I will opt for God, afterlife and Judgement of Heaven.  If it is a Fuji Apple, I just opt for no God, no afterlife and no Judgement of Heaven.

Either way, by then I had lived my life to the fullest as an Athlete4Life.  It is only a question whether I go in a bang like firework or simply popped *li[f]e a balloon.

*  Oh yeah Sarah, I tried stabbing myself with the Gerber Black dagger so many times, it did not pierce.

This song is on air:

Because of that I ruled out suicide.  It did cross my mind to jump of a building.  However I feel it is unfair for Lizzie to deal with the aftermath.  Same goes with the idea[l] of me hanging myself.  In the end I decided not to take my own life.

Therefore if KBOOOM 2041 doesn't happen I intend to carry on as Athlete4Life until I reach 100 for example.

What is certain though, I will retire as a Citizen Soldier this year and start ascending as a man fully functioning.  In another word  I am on a 22 years pilgrimage.

My first pit stop is 2020 Marathon and in 2024 I will run 2 Marathons.  That [e] will be the peak.  Beyond that is either one marathon a year (hajj) or 2 half marathons a year (2 umrah).  My weekly prayer will be the 11 km hill run.  

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