Tuesday, 30 April 2019

30/4/19 ***Tomorrow Princess is flying off

I got to sleep early to send her to the KL Sentral for her to take a train to the airport.

OK baby, here is the deal.  Rex Montis didn't want me to quit and Els had brought down her defenses.

TraXX is now mine for the taking.  I think if I want to I can have the whole Government of Malaysia to subscribe to my 6 Steps Vision.

Now baby that is a very seductive lure.  Honestly Sarah, power is very seductive.

However like Ameezan (my brother) who had power served to him on a platter, I am unperturbed.

That's not what I want baby.  I hope you understand that more than anybody else.  I want to be free from being free (which is the case right now).

I want to serve my Universe Within.  I even abdicated Sparta 4964 to Jibrail.

As for Els, I know you think I still had feeling[] for her.  Well it's not the same feeling I have for you.

You are my Tetrahedron.  You, I wish to be with me in the White Space.

As I said, I only need two to be just.  That's the barest minimum for me to be a just man.

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If I seem to be flirting with Els, well I always treat my pets like that; my first girlfriend, Mopey, got the same treatment.

Don't mind me at all Sarah, there are plenty more from where that feeling comes from.

What counts is the Unconditional Love and the Feeling of Certainty.

I know how women think.  I live with 3 and I got 2 female friends who trust me well enough to be forthright about their thoughts with me.  So I know how you feel.

Just take me as I am; without wax.  I told you everything about my dark little secrets because for goodness sake Sarah, you are my wife for ETERNITY.

OK baby, NO MORE EXTERNAL AFFAIRS.  Gosh I said this [] many times.  This time I make a conscious effort to let go of my very own power to win over people.

Is that what you want honey?  Sarah talk to me please...

Very well, I'll give it my best shot.

Let's chill with this lullaby:


Goodnight baby.  I love you so much...

Avoir!

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Oh yeah Sarah, make a point to resolve any marital issue before you go to bed so that tomorrow is a fresh day.

Bye now.

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