As you can see, everybody who are on the Path of Enlightenment will go through the same journey. Mine took me on a roller coaster ride for 20 years,
My challenges came as Bipolar Affected Disorder. That's what the medical profession termed it. What actually happened was, right after I pledged to be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier, I was faced with the battle of my lifetime. I was battling Iblis.
I went on a recruitment spree to call upon the djinns and demons from remote places to join Alam Shah Alam. It was very real Sarah. I went inside the jungle of Genting, Ulu Langat, Ampang, Ulu Yam and Bukit Kiara to call upon my army.
This was not due to the illness. I was a Clockwork Orange. Somehow I knew what to do instinctively. I prayed the 2 parts prayer, I recite Qul Huallah, then Qulya Aiyuhal Karifun. After I finished my prayer, I recite Yasin and then Ar Rahman to recruit the djinns.
I went to the Hindu and Chinese altars to recruit the demons. I went to the graveyard at night to recruit the spooks (they were not there). The graveyard was a nice peaceful garden it seems. Nobody's home.
That, the doctors don't see. Even with medication I still had psychosis. I was battling Iblis even when I didn't want to fight.
It lasted for 15 years. From 1999 until 2014. I was hospitalized 6 times. The last was the worst. After I completed my Half Marathon and the 11 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run, we fought with no holds barred. Then after the battle was over, I was hospitalized for one month. They ECT my brain as the final resort.
We won the battle. Iblis was kept at the Beginner's Mind for 2 years.
After the final battle, I no longer had psychosis. It was in 2014 that I had the compulsion to assemble Al Araf 7:7. It was a calling. It was during this time I forgave Iblis and appointed him as Lord Matterhorn, Master of Dark Tactics, a senior member of Al Araf 7:7. Iblis had been a trusted confidant ever since. Al Araf 7:7 was finally completed in 2016.
I had released two testimonies in favor of Iblis since then. The first one was Iblis's statement in defense of himself being labeled as arch villain. The other one was my assessment of him as a member of Al Araf 7:7 serving Sparta 4964 for 3 years.
In the absent of visible evidence, I use Al Araf 7:7 as a model representing both Xanadu (the 99 heavens) and Wolfsschanze (the 1 hell, now renamed as the Place of Wind and Water after the installation of Sailbad the Sinner).
This model is actually the Inti Padu (the Solid Core) of Sparta 4964. The left of the apple (Mother Earth with Mecca at the center) is Xanadu and the right of it is Wolfsschanze (where Thor is standing up to Sailbad the Sinner).
At the center of the footprint is the Troca Shell and *[and] the Iron Ring (representing Sparta 4964).
* External intervention.
At the back of the Troca Shell is what I termed as the White Space or commonly known as Sidratul Muntaha.
Now, I didn't make these things up. They were epiphanies spread over since 2014 until 2018. I'm just telling it to you as it happens.
Al Araf 7:7 is finally a complete deployment in 2019 and I am no longer a Clockwork Orange. No more battles, no more External Affairs. After 20 years I get my life back again.
I'm telling you this story because I had come to the closure of my Hero's Journey.
Wow... Oh... Wow... Oh... Wow...
- Steve Jobs, at his deathbed.
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27/4/19
Dear Chedet,
As I said, I wanted to Snap Vanish a number of times. I guess finally this is the right closure:
Truth had to be told. There is no truth beyond mathematics. Therefore this is truth as perceived by me when it happened.
Wishing you a good Ramadan ahead.
Sine cera,
SJ
MSC 0072
27/4/19
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@traxxfmofficial #traxxfm @elsDines @KongEu3 @radiogreenman @aushtraxxfm @IronMaiden Truth had to be told. There is no truth beyond mathematics. Therefore this is truth as perceived by me when it happened: https://sharudinthehermit.blogspot.com/2019/04/27419-heros-journey.html …
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@drwanazizah @DrDzul @GobindSinghDeo @SyedSaddiq Hi, with the coming of Ramadan, I am putting a closure to a 20 years journey: https://sharudinthehermit.blogspot.com/2019/04/27419-heros-journey.html …
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