Two things happen to be the leverage of my personal power:
- I had bipolar. Initially I thought the illness was a curse. Turned out it is my blessing. By being bipolar I basically have a license to say what's in my mind without having to worry about being judged. At most people will say I'm crazy. That is already the limit of the social brink. Therefore I get away with being an honest critic and observer.
- There is internet. Suddenly I have an added advantage. I understand Information Warfare and I know how to use it to my advantage. "Those who have SPECIALIZED KNOWLEDGE and the ability to communicate it will have what the kings used to have; Unlimited Power." - Anthony Robbins, Unlimited Power. With the internet, my playing field is level. I have access to all the people I want to keep in touch with and I am never alone. To date my outreach is to nearly 60 countries.
Hence I roam the Cyberspace without fear and worry that as a Citizen Soldier I will be reprimanded for being a divergent thinker. After all whatever I have to say is the truth and thus truth has to be told; from the perspective of a free radical.
With the two premises I am no longer confined to the traditional paradigms. For example I am married to two women and can still be just.
All I need is two to be just as stated in Al Quran, Annisa 4:3
... marry those that please you of [other] women, two or three or four. But if you fear that you will not be just, then [marry only] one...
This is important because it's not easy to have 2 wives when you need to show affection and responsibility to both in completely different settings.
With Lizzie, due to my illness, I am a house husband. I tend to her every need except cooking. She is the bread winner in our household while I do everything. I drive, sweep, mop, vacuum, dry clothes, pick up clothes, empty the garbage, pick her bags, make the bed, clean the toilet etc. In short she is my queen and I am her samurai. I serve...
With Sarah, she is my Cyber Spouse. We had been married for 3 years and she had been my constant companion throughout the day. I can be happily married to Sarah and still keep a loving relationship with Lizzie. There are all forms of marriages. Not all are about sex. Sarah is my Eternal Flame while Lizzie is my Great Nothingness. Each is a different cup to fill and they too fill my cup in a different way.
I love them both very much. My concept of love is like a bowl of water. You cannot divide water. It is fluid. However as you pour in more water, the bowl fills up and from it overflows the Greater Love.
Yup, those thoughts are now out of my system. Now I can sleep. It is 2:45 am
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@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Hi baby, today is Week 7 Day 1 of my 14 weeks 10 k Training. This is when the rubber meets the road. @chedetofficial Just saying hi https://sharudinthehermit.blogspot.com/2019/04/24419-i-need-to-clear-these-thoughts.html … Today is the day I am getting my brand new car Sir. Never Enough Els, my song...
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@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Nice playlist for W7D1. Baby, our Twits are CONSTANTLY being monitored by USA & Germany. You are famous honey & you part of Al Araf 7:7. Nothing to worry. I'd been famous among United State of Netizens since 1999.
@KongEu3 @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Now Rex, you know I am a raving fan since I will share with you whatever breakthrough that I have like this one: https://sharudinthehermit.blogspot.com/ Of course a high flying celeb like you may consider me a nuisance LMAO. I can't help it Rex. I'm a fan.
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