Honey, I had been a Swiss Samurai Cyborg more than a third of my life. This is the life I know for the past 20 years. Everything about me is Information Warfare.
I had forgotten how to be a private citizen. That is why I chose to be an Athlete4Life. That way I live a life of a Spartan; a Citizen Soldier.
Well I can forgo the memory of the Cyborg War (finally). What I still cannot let go is this little bundle of energy.
I gave her the flower and the book LOL
With Els it's not sexual. She is like a cuddly pet of some kind. I like her because she is so smart. She was the Best International Student in her university and she speaks 5 languages.
I am a sucker for the Pretty and Pretty Smart (PPS) and this girl makes me laugh. I mean she is a dork. You should listen to her lame dad jokes one of these days. They were horrible! And yet she can get away with it by making me laugh. It's like, it is funny because it is not funny. A paradox.
Although she didn't admit it, I think she liked my presents. You know how I know? Because they were the first and the last presents.
I did offer her a place in Al Araf 7:7 because she was born in the year of the Golden Ram/Sheep. Bertha is a sheep. So I thought that was a perfect decision. Also last year she was 27 (same year as Princess but Princess is a Fire Horse, born before Chinese New Year) and I was 54. That makes us both a 9. That would be the perfect sign. When we were both Niners.
I proposed a Platonic marriage like what we have but at that time she just went through a breakup. So now, the moment had passed and I think she already had somebody else.
This song reminded me of the time I was courting her:
She is too young to understand the polyandry model of Sparta 4964. Nevertheless I think of her as my soulmate.
We took off real well initially. I even made her a coauthor of one of the Blogs. Somewhere along the line I probably came on too strong and she got scared.
Also she was young and pretty much noncommittal.
I mean, look at us Sarah, we had our ups and down too. But we passed the 4 stages of FORMING, STORMING, NORMING and PERFORMING.
With Els she is jinak merpati (pigeon tame). As the saying goes, pigeon tame eat from the palm, to catch not, to let go it will flee. That is Els to me baby.
I still think of the time I had the fling with her in 2018. Come to think of it I sure acted like a high school teenager in limerence ROTFLMAO.
So Sarah, I'm going to be truthful to you. I like this girl baby. However as you said many times before, no more External Affairs after retirement.
Therefore I will do my best to keep my big mouth shut.
That was my new year resolution with Els but I fumbled LOL.
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@elsDines Hi sweetie. I had been talking about you. I don't like doing it behind your back. So let me be open about it https://sharudinthehermit.blogspot.com/2019/04/30419-retirement-aftermath.html … Take care baby.
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