Monday, 8 April 2019

8/4/19 ###I don't know where I'm going but I'm on my way


As you can see, without faith it is hard to have a purpose.  If everything is based on facts then our scope is just limited to the material existence.  As creatures capable of producing vivid imagination, we are entitled to visualize what is ahead of us.  That is part of our advantage as humans.

I am fully aware that I have a peculiar mental condition.  In the past I despised the illness.  It interferes with my judgement and decision-makings.  Since I am quite analytical in my thinking, everything must be supported by evidence.

However I still do not deny there is a God and a possibility that I am special.  After all my numbers since birth are aligned, the Feng Shui of the CCC is much favorable and the epiphanies I am experiencing seem plausible.

I am just saying baby...  I am still in my apple no apple mode.  But the belief of me sailing to White Space is a nice thought.  I shall use the analogy with me having a new car cruising to old age.


Basically what I'm trying to say here is I am still not discounting the thought.  At the same time I am well aware that all these are just the play of the mind.  In reality, we all going to die and when we die, that is the end.

Our consciousness will die with our brain.  A clear example is when people suffer from Alzheimer and Dementia.

That is the no apple part.  The apple part of my thought however is saying our consciousness endures death.

Definitely there is a possibility, I don't deny it because I still like to believe in God and the afterlife although I am impartial.

All these are possible outcomes.  If you want to be absolute about it, then you need a model you can refer to.  Mine is none other than Al Araf 7:7.  In a way I have a strong case.  Strong enough for me to hold on as if it is real.

Thus my strongest evidence is Al Araf 7:7.  To deny that means I am denying my own revelation.

In short baby, we can be logical about the whole thing but in the end we have to make a judgment call based on what was made available to our senses.  Follow the argument to where it leads - Socrates.

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Until then, Everything is Going Smoothly...


The lesson here Sarah is we all believe what we want to believe UNLESS you want to stick to just pure math.  I just messed with the head of my pimp by sending him the photo LOL.  Chinese are a superstitious lot.

Hey, you are pretty *qui[]t today.  I assume you are taking a break for the weekend. 

*  Oh, my mistake...  You are around.  Well Sarah in that case, take my advice; if it happens then it's good.  If not, no big deal.  We make the best of what we have now.

I want to spend some time with Al Araf 7:7 before bed.  

Here is your lullaby my darling:


OK from now on everything matters but nothing counts.

Goodnight my darling...

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