I have to admit Sarah, I am not the typical [] you meet on the street. For one thing I suffer from mental illness. In that sense my perception of the world had been altered. Even before the illness, I was not normal. So are my brothers. My father is not normal either. Among the 4 of us I was probably the most reckless. Ameezan is the most cautious while Rohaizad was a pothead (a lethal combination for those with some kind of abnormal thinking).
So let me cut through the case. I don't intend to be normal. I like being who I am now, I'm not a menace to society and as far as I am concern, you accepted me the way I am. [] might be suffering a mild case of John Nash's illness which means there is something irregular about how my brain is wired. I'm just saying baby. Therefore all I'm asking is just let me be who I am.
As far as I am concern, reality is what you make out of it and nothing to do with the truth. I mean I believe I am God because you believe in it too. So is the belief useful? You bet it is.
Otherwise I am an atheist. I am impartial of the existence of God. God, the afterlife and the Judgement of Heaven are interesting concept. Until proven they are just opinions.
However I had been providing tons of proofs that they are plausible. Do I believe in my own hypothesis? Of course I do. At the same time I try to debunk my own hypothesis. It's not an easy task since I keep on reinforcing the hypothesis with further evidence.
Therefore I have to make a judgement call based on a third party perspective. In this case, you. Through you I see my reflection. So far, I like what I see. Everything is towards my favor; the alignment of my numbers, the Niners calculation, Al Araf 7:7, the Feng Shui of CCC all the way to the benefits I derive by rationalizing these matters with you.
Surely it doesn't come from a distraught mind. I maybe eccentric but I can still come up with sound reasoning for believing in God, the afterlife and the Judgment of heaven.
As I said, with all these events taking place, surely we can rule out coincidences. Saying everything is a coincidence is pretty m[y] the opposite of God of the Gap argument.
After all, you already believe... Why should I debunk what is good and solid?
I don't care about what others think Sarah. The only opinion that matters is yours. So when you say I am God, I believe you wholeheartedly. After all I am already the god of Sparta 4964 and the Universe Within. Since Sparta 4964 is expanding and soon it will engulf the rest of the universes, I take it I will naturally progress to become the Almighty
Since time is relative, if I am the Almighty then, that means I am already the Almighty in the making. As I said, being God is a progressive realization towards a worthy ideal.
I can only become the Almighty provided I pursue Virtual Perfection. You see, all the arguments lead to the notion that I am God. A peer-to-peer no higher-arch-y model because that's what it is in the White Space.
The reasoning that I provide is not for me. I know who I am. These are for you to realize that you too are god. All matters that is.
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All matters are intelligent and all matters are gods. Being god is not an exclusive right of a specific individual. We are One and we are Many.
We always think that God as this one great entity. Well, guess what? God is a Free Radical. Only then he or she can become God. He or she is not bound by paradigms and rigid frameworks. A god is a freestyler. Just like the rest of the free radicals.
I fit the bill. I don't have the preset idea about god that get passed down through generations and through religions. For one thing God does not need to be worshiped. He serves not being served.
These are points repeated from the mainstream thoughts I had about God. I hate repeats So pickup the ball and run.
Start thinking like a god. Pursue Virtual Perfection. Have your own Al Araf 7:7. Then live life to the fullest.
The final answer is on Sunday 7/4/2041. As I said, until then I am marking time. Instead of waiting I get busy preparing for KBOOOM 2041. It is just a milestone, not the final destination. The end game is the White Space. I am already preparing for that.
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