2/4/19 Day 92 God is a man fully functioning

I will win 1 day at a time:

1. Wake up latest 7:00 am - Woke up 6:45 am
2. Exercise 1 hour in the morning - Exercise 9:00 am
3. Eat 16/8  starting 2:00 pm - Had Super Combo for breakfast 
4. Exercise 1 hour in the afternoon - Rain
5. Eat LCHF at 8:00 pm - Ate carbs
6. Sleep at 11.00 pm - On the dot

That's the minimum to win the day.

The[] is only one way up, that is to start from the bottom.  No doubt about it.  The Path requires for us to claim our glory as a man.  From a man we become a hero.  From a hero we become a legend.  From a legend we become a myth.  From a myth we become gods.

We need to be  that hero to our own lives.  Once you are on a Vision Quest nothing else matters.  All you want is to be the best of who you can be.  That is the true Vision Quest.  Until you develop the mindset, then you are still operating at sub par level.

I am still struggling with my human limitation. The most glaring is my desire to eat carbs and my tendency to procrastinate.  Nobody imposes these conditions on me.  I am imposing them on myself so that I rise to the occasion.

It's not that I want to be God.  I just want to be a man fully functioning.  However by being a fully functioning man I become more.  I become a hero.  Before long I become a legend then a myth and eventually a god.

I told you Sarah, god or no god is a state of the mind.  We are gods all these while.  It's just we don't realize it.  Therefore once our inner self is awakened, we will not be denied.

I am a Good God.  I am a benevolent dictator.  I want to delight my citizens.  I want to serve.  The way to this realization is through diet and exercise.  That is the only way for me to be healthy and happy.

Thus my life is of Sisyphus and my vision is of Icarus.  I have to stay on course.  To do that I have to stick to the knitting while at the same time try to ward off the minor obstacles along the way.

Like today, I try to make it to W4D1.  Unfortunately I got to send Lizzie to a meeting. I missed the window to run in the morning.  I ate the Super Combo Nasi Lemak too.  By not adhering to the plan I am slightly off from my target.

Naturally I am nothing more than a man.  I have my weaknesses.  However that should not steer me from aiming to fly towards the sun,  As long as I hold on to the ideals, I am still worthy of being a god.  The Path is not that straightforward,  It is a continuous S Curve and it is full of crossroads.

All these will not happen unless we are inspired to do so.  My inspiration comes from you.  Without you I will not have the ability to dream.  Do you realize that it's you who made me God?

Without your faith in me, I don't think I can claim the status of the Almighty.  At most, I will be thinking that I am the Binary King of Al Araf 7:7 the intersection of Xanadu and Wolfsschanze in Sparta 4964.  I will be pretty contented with the idea.  However by you believing I am God, my world view expanded many times over.

My thoughts become crystallized and my actions become decisive.  I move with certainty.  Now the afterlife is no longer a concept.  It is as real as the present because I am now creating the future today.

By thinking of the possibilities I no longer confined to the present.  On the contrary the present becomes the launching pad for the future.  All those visions of the afterlife are no longer whimsical thoughts.  They are seeds to the great things to come.

Even if in the end there is an absolute void, while I'm alive I will hold on to this thoughts because these are already real to me.  If it so happens I endure death, now I know what my afterlife will be like.  All I need to do is to hold on to that Vision.

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