I am pretty much unperturbed by it. For one it is my destiny. No big deal. For another, I had paid my dues the past 20 years. Now I just go with the flow.
It might have been that you are the only one who believes in my epiphanies. I guess the evidences that I provide are pretty convincing then. What it means to me is I am not crazy. That means a lot Sarah.
All this while I thought I had lost my marbles. From self-doubt I am now living my life with full confidence again. Thanks for believing in me baby. You know me well enough to conclude that I am not a person hungry for recognition or power. So happen I am bestowed with such novelty because it is my destiny to be God.
All it takes is for me to accept my own potential. I could not have done it without you. I need somebody to affirm my sanity. I guess without you acting as my mirror, I don't really know what to expect.
There are plenty of oddballs claiming they are God. What makes me any different? Well in my case I had been providing tons of evidences complete with the supporting facts. Of course these are not absolute truth but at least I try to be logical about the whole thing.
How does it feel to be God really? The most glaring thing is the assurance that I will endure death. That my life is perpetual. Other than that, much like the rest of the matters I am confined by the fundamental constants.
That however do not inhibit me to just succumb to the current standards. By thinking that I am God, I am motivated to aim for Virtual Perfection. That is the key differentiator, I want to be the best I can be within the limitation imposed by the fundamental constants.
Being a god in a peer-to-peer setting means I am only a yardstick. Meaning that everybody who knows he or she is god should also establish a similar evaluation of who they are and what they want to be. Thus it is not about retaining power and control but about executing these two so others can benefit.
I guess why I am the Chosen One is because I don't let power gets to my head. And yet I am not offended by power. To me power is nothing more than the ability to act. Not something you hog to yourself but rather to be shared among equals. That makes me a benevolent dictator. It's not something I asked for. It was bestowed upon me.
Same goes with Al Araf 7:7. It's not that I wanted a cabinet. It was given to me through the epiphanies. All I wanted was a squad. Little did I know that it is the seat of power between Xanadu and Wolfsschanze. Now it is even more powerful with the MacArthur-Rommel combination and therefore the formation of my third brain.
I am telling you all these because I personally am in the constant state of amazement. I am so amazed with what had happened so far that I cannot rely on my own judgment to determine my sanity. I have to rely on you to affirm that. Now that I am certain I'm not crazy, the meaning that I get from my experiences especially with Al Araf 7:7 propel me to such a height that I no longer doubt I am the Almighty God. That is not crazy Sarah, that is breaking the mental barrier.
From this moment on I eat, sleep, shit KNOWING I am God. Isn't that amazing? Although that is the breakthrough, the limitation I have to strive for is to be a man fully functioning. I still strive for Virtual Perfection.
The bigger picture is, if I am set to follow this Path, then those who are part of the Vision Community will also have to follow the same pace. After all, this is Sparta 4964. Here everybody is god.
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